Due To Popular Outburst

Ok time to vent it all out and get it over with.

2011

What should I start with....ugh...ok here we go...

Most Remembered Experience This Year.

Falling in love with music.  This may sound weird but I have found a medicine for all my emotions and that is music. I don't know why, but I have always felt like music is my best friend. When I am down in the dumps, music feels my pain and sympathies with me. When I am in a great mood, music soaks in that joyous moment with me and makes it last a little longer. When I am depressed, music tells me everything is going to be alright...

One Lesson I Lave learned Over The Year

People Change. Even your best friend who you have shared sacred moments with that will never be forgotten, who becomes a boy magnet and leaves you for a new friend who is a boy magnet. But I have come to realize that it is only high school and it wont matter in the long run anyway. So just move on because in life you will meet better people then that.

One Of My Hopes For Next Year

A Clear Mind. This sounds stupid, but I got my fortune read from this lady and she told me 2012 will be my year of decision making and that I will feel the desire to move forward. 

The creepy thing is that is excaly how I feel right now coming into the new year. The part that scars me the most is the decisions I will have to face. I just hope I make the right decisions.

A Thing I love & A Thing I Hate This Year

One thing I love this year is Steve Perry (main music inspiration) and one thing I hate this year is Society, but I have always hated it so there you go.

One Thing I Wished To Happen This Year

The past to come back to the present. I have spent a year dwelling on the past and not focusing on the future. I need to move on an start my life, even if the past comes back promising the same old happy-times. I am tired of wishing I am going to make my own happy times now and I don't need the past to help me. 

Well I am glad 2011 is almost over I am ready for the future and what 2012 beholds for me. I feel as if something life changing will happen this year. You know that kind of gut feeling. (Doesn't everyone) I am expecting lots of things to happen to me but at the same time I am not sure what will happen, and that is the scary part.